- I survived another Christmas. WHOOHOOOO! SO glad its over. Don't get me wrong, I dig Christmas. All holiday spirity and whatnot. Does tend to put me in an introspective funk tho. Spent most of the week mulling over the last year of my life. That always tends to be depressing. Specially when you've had a year like I did. I'm beginning to feel better about things tho. I figure I'll be up and down till March. Valentine's Day an all ya know, lol. I'll get through it though. I will survive, as the song goes ;o)
Went out with Eth last night. Actually had a really good time. Eth stayed here last night and we went shopping this morn, then to Jiggers for lunch. Big girl beers at 1 o'clock, boo-ya! He rode my ass bout C comments most of the day. Prolly should s'plain, huh? C is the daughter of the owner of the wing bar. I'm being slightly cryptic to protect privacy ;o) NE way, we ran into C at Donnys last night and she found it necessary to tell me how sexy I am like 15 freakin times. All in rapid succession like. "I was tellin my mom how sexy I think you are", "I think you are so sexy", "Did I tell ya you were cute that night we went to blah blah blah". Yeah, C, ya told me. Did I tell you how bad it freaked me out when you grabbed that guy by the throat? Member that? What a hoot huh? Um, no, not goin there. So sorry, lol. So yeah, Eth spent the day riding me bout that and about Frank tellin me he wished I had a penis because I'm just so damn hot. Don't know what it is with me and the gay boys. Shoulda been one o them, lol. S'all good tho. I dig the dyke life. I'll take Amy Ray over Cher ANY day, lol.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
- So last night was the gaymas celebration with the boys. So so bad. Had fun tho, lol. Eth got Brian a shot drinking game that I will never ever play again. Yeah, 5 shots in 30 minutes not such a grand idea. Specially when you've already been drinking for 2 hours. I did survive tho, trooper that I am. Tonight I might be going to Jigger's with Eth. Not sure yet tho. I do know that I need to hit the mall after work tho. Oh joy. I gotta get my dad his gift card (not that I've heard anything from him, mind you) and I gotta get something for Brian and Mike. I didn't realize they were buying for me. Oops. I figure Spencer's should cover the 2 of them, lol. Was gonna do the sex toy thing, but don't think I wanna go to the porn store all by my lonesome. Maybe if Eth comes over tonight I'll talk him into comin with.
Sunday, December 21, 2003
- Ah, the Sunday before Christmas. Yee fuckin haw. I'm actually in pretty good shape Christmas-wise. Got all the presents bought, now I just gotta wrap em. And maybe pick a couple things up for the boys at the porn store. Nothing says happy holidays like a butt plug, lol. I have it on good authority that Jesus would approve. Yes yes I know I'm goin to hell. Shock.
Not much to update on. I checked Krys' website last night. She finally got around to updating it. Was a little owie, but I maintained well. The first page was all bout how she's made mistakes and has regrets and blah blah blah. Fucking good. You should have regrets. Asshat. I know I know, bitter much? Whatever, she fucked me over I have a right to be bitter. And it beats the hell out of being bummed, so there :oP I think all in all I'm doin a bang up job gettin on with my life. I'm allowed the occasional backslide into bitterness and rage, lol.